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Lesson today

 I I realized that I was a person who easily gets jealous,, 

it's one of my vices. This time I have a crush on my classmate with initial (A.s.L) and I admire him, but he still has a relationship with his exgirlfriend and it makes me feel jealous when I know that her exgirlfriend had manythings or talent  that I don't have.
 for example have a hobby of writing, good on singing, good on playing basketball and cheer up girls.
honestly I'm jealous and it is so annoying me and that could change my mood for a whole day ! thats so awkward !!


 I realized that this nature is very bad.
I became determined to learn to deal with my vices.
I began to realize that my feelings for him just  admiring...I love to see his nice smile ^_____^ and good on chemistry subject.
 I began to think that this is a test that God have given to me so that I can overcome my vices.
I will try my best and I want to up grade, pass this so I am ready to face bigger challenges than this for the sake of personal maturing, improve myself...
I try to love more myself...... <3

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