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Dragonfly .... what are you doing now  ??

I'm a  little daisy..
When the sun comes up
And the rain comes down
I'm gonna grow, grow, grow- up from the ground!


 

You seem so perfect in my eyes ...You reminded me of one of my favorite anime character,  sinichi kudo
who loves -ran with his own way,  d way that does not like a person in general ... 
When I see you....You seem like a star and its too far for me to reach you up ... 
shining bright and I just exposed a small part of your light beam ..
 Sometimes I still feel that the relationship that we both live today only exists on my  minds and my fantasy.... 
Now we are together, start a new chapter in our story that we have just begun ..... (Chapter 1)
 Like a little daisy flower just  appear from the ground .... still so young and fragile ...There is a little  doubt in my heart ....I wonder if I really have a place on your heart...
 
I still don't know ... it makes me feel and look deep into myself, what should I do in order to be the best for you also to myself .... so you can see my heart and love me sincerely...Maybe you and me, both of us is the same, I'm still not sincere in love ... and you do too..Now you're holding my heart ...., and therefore I want only me in your heart ..... I think this started to disturb my conscience which was originally silent, quiet, in solitude ... invite its which  called "egoism"
 
it was so  selfish of me to request only me in your heart ...I do not know, I do not know .. in your heart, may be there still live d  memories and feelings for her someone who've be a part of your love story..... your first love, or maybe there is a little space for someone that you admire,, the love story .... did not get accomplished.  

And maybe  it would be better for me to not know ... because I'm afraid of  being d loser this game.I ......, I'm just someone who is lucky to have caught by your eyes and pull you into the my simple worldand you ..... you're like a white rabbit enter into Alice's dream world  (Alice Cheongdamdong)I realize .... that you're not mine ..., how kinda thou  God who've lend  you to me ..Let me lear  the meaning of love and beloved..... the meaning of sincerity .. WitH you, I want to believe in love ...


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