Life_BitterSweet_Love_Memories

to : someone This quite crazy...yeah this feeling !! I've tried to hide it. Never though before I'll falling for you,  never though I'll like you this much and baby I think I lost my mind.  Not a day pass me by without thinking of you. I wanna see you everyday cause my life is sweeter when you're around.  your simple greeting makes my day. so here I'm, I'm here to love you. So I couldn't pretend anymore and before its too late, I just can't keep it all inside anymore and so that there's nothing to regret. I let you know about my feeling even though others might judge me fool for falling for this one. Nice to see you, nice to hangin' out with you, thank, you still belong to me even I've reject you once and maybe right now the second time, I just feel like I'm not ready yet for a relationship. I was sorry for that.

Hi ....,what time is it anyway ? Midnight..,you ought to go to bed !!! Jam saya menujukan pukul 2:10 am (sebenarnya jamnya sudah saya percepat 20 menit :D) saya masih terjaga, bukan karena insomnia bukan juga karna terbiasa begadang tapi karena saya sudah tidur 1 setengah jam, lalu terbangun dan imbasnya sampai sekarang belum ada tanda2 kantuk kembali -__- berhubung tak ada tugas maka pelarian saya browsing internet, sambil dengarin radio. Sebulan terakhir ini saya jadi sering mendengarkan radio (emang sebelumnya jarang dengarin radio ? _ya, jarang banget......itu adalah suatu hal yg langkah O_o !!! koq bisa ?_ karna sebelumnya saya statusnya sebagai anak kos-kossan yg tak punya radio dan untuk dengarin radio via hp rasanya saya sedikit kurang nyaman dgn kualitas suara yg tdk cukup baik. well, nampaknya ini sudah seperti interview monolog. Sudah 2 bulan status anak kossan berubah jadi anak rumahan karna sekarang tinggal di rumah tante. Di rumah kami sering dengar radio bersama,

well, It's been take two month when I wrote my last post.. Its quite embarrassing, my little eng learning group doesn't show any improvement.....!!  x_x still stuck in that starting point, and my group no longer exist hoo hoo.. yeah I know, the barrier is in me.. I wasn't consistent lead them to learn...and I've been so busy with my college tasks, especially this is my last year.....and it took a couple time for me to get rid of them, actually...that's not over yet....even this just a beginning, and my time management seems so poor.. It seems I more enjoy to learn by myself.....by listening to the music, singapore radio...hoT fm, reading book....or something else...,further more, ade, rio and Lia different in age and stage to understand, so it's challenging for me. I can't continue this, I need to focus in my study first...., maybe I'll looking for other alternative....or continue it in another time. forgive me aunty, this might dissapoint you -